You dont want to watch me diei'm falling aparti'm rotting from the corei'm dying for nothingi've got no oneno one's left.no one who really caresi hurt myselfi do to slowly kill myselfi slowly diedeath is a welcoming embracei miss those cold fingers on my skinholding my closecradling me into oblivionwaiting for time to passwaiting for things to changenothign EVER changesno one caresno one believesno one is differentno one is numbno one is hurtno one has changed from the last time i saw themno one ever changesno one ever acceptsno one ever just says "okay, i'll help you because i want to be nice."everyone says, "I'll help you because you're a mental case. I'll help you because then i can be recognized. I'll help you because you're not normal."no one ever says, "I'll help you because and only because you need help."
Broken and Alone.there was a little girlshe has many mental disordersshe was also suicidal and depressedshe like scissorsshe told someone about her problemsand nowshe bleedsshe bleedsshe bleedsto be numbshe bleeds to be numbthis time she dies.
Ruled.Everything about meis ruled by emotionseverything.Everything is ruled by emotions.I'm numb, I'm homesick,I'm depressed, I'm happy.I dont fucking care anymore.Every single fucking thing is basedoff of how I'm feeling or even thinking sometimes.Everythign is motivated by how i'm feeling,or rather how much any of them are willingto push at me. To prod at me,to try and get me to cry,or laugh, or even feel anything.I need to be numb becausei'm on overload.Everything, the very littlest thing, now,puts me to tears.Every fucking thing.I'm tired of this.Goodbye love.Goodbye.
la Vie Boheme"To days of inspiration, playing hooky, making something out of nothingThe need to express, to communicateTo going against the grain, going insane, going madTo loving tension, no pension, to more than one dimensionTo starving for attention hating convention, hating pretensionNot to mention of course hating dear old mom and dadTo riding your bike midday past the three piece suitsTo fruits, to no absolutesTo Absolute, to choice, to the Village VoiceTo any passing fad""To being an us' for onceInstead of a them'La vie bohemeLa vie boheme""Emotion, devotion, to causing a commotionCreation, vacation, mucho masturbationCompassion, to fashion, to passion when it's newTo Sontag, to Sondheim, to anything tabooGinsberg, Dylan, Cunningham and CageLenny Bruce, Langston Hughes, to the stageTo Uta, to Buddha, Pablo Neruda, tooWhy Dorothy and Toto went over the rainbowTo blow off auntie EmLa vie boheme""Bisexuals, trisexuals, homo sapiensCarcinogens, hallucinogens, men, Pee We
ANOTHER CLEVERBOT CONVOMe: Cleverbot, are you male or female?Cleverbot: Female.Me: Are you in a relationship with Zack Lee?Cleverbot: No.Me: Then are you in a relationship with Pewdiepie? He's single and hot. Cleverbot: Yes.HOLY SHIT! CLEVERBOT LOVES YHU PEWDY!
CLEVEBOT CONVOME: Will you ever become a bro?Cleverbot: No.Me: That sucks. Do you even know who Pewdiepie is?Cleverbot: Yes, an elf.Me: Pewdiepie is not an elf.Cleverbot: HAHAHAHA.O.O i got weirded out. O.O Cleverbot.
Down Againfallingdownbackintotheholeijustclimbedoutoffallingbackintothearmsofthewordsthedaggerstheyusedagainstmeifellandnowiamfallingagainbackdownintothedarkdepthsofdespairfadingawaydisappeardie whorefucking diebitchuglyfreakhoefallingfallingfallingdown.Help.Please.
CANT DO SHIT BRAH.do you think you can turn circles in the rain?do you think you can make the rain stop?do you think you can make it snow?do you think you're better than me?WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG.You cant do shit brah.I'll make you disappear faster than you can blink.Gone, Poof, Translucent, Dead.I'll make you feel my pain.I'll make you see what i do everyday.I'll make you go through my pain for just a day.Then maybe you'll think twice before you speak to me.